The leaves feel like rain.

          The leaves feel like rain outside of the window.
     I made a mistake and realised that, probably, I changed the word fell for feel for a reason. May be it is me, may be we all, women, the same. We feel first, then we act. How we feel would influence our decisions. 

     If I don’t FEEL IT , nothing good will come out of it, take it or leave it. You can call it six sense, you can call it intuition, you can call it whatever, but if my inner barometer not happy, then I will procrastinate, become very slow. There are many reasons for that. 

     Previous experience? Yes, definitely. Was once there, broke and lonely. I did try to do something by inspiration only. Things don’t work like that, unfortunately. Don’t want to go there again. I decided for myself- will do anything to be independent, but has to play safe.

     I am not alone, neither of us, and that’s not only that. There are days, hours, weeks when you know: the time has come. You know everything going to be fine, your inner second “You” will not resist changes, because there is a strong foundation built up. I do believe that luck and success only comes to people who deserve it. Either they have done quite a lot of spiritual work to deserve it, or they have been working tirelessly to prepare themselves to it- it is irrelevant. 

    Sometimes psychologically we are changing inside, and then changes in our environment would follow. Whatever it is (and by the way, no one knows exactly how to bring about that magic) it has to be present.